people normally like calling their personal wikis a "personal garden"
to me, it feels wrong. i don't write for meticulous care & growth, i write because i'm desperate to (connect, understand, remember, leave something behind)
it reminds me that i'll die someday & i want people to remember who i was, and how i thought. i leave tracings of myself in this abyss, hoping that it'll help other people. it's fragments of me.
that's no garden. it's a mortal abyss. and i find a lot of meaning staring into it.